My son could be the most beautiful creation on the Earth. At least that is my very humble opinion. Sam is 9. He has brown hair and the most penetrating blue eyes. When he looks at you it is sometimes makes you believe he is looking into your soul and at other times you wonder if he has any idea what you are talking about. He is fun and quirky. He has a million quotes he can pull from memory at any given second, whether it makes sense in the conversation or not! He can flip from being in the best mood ever to a wild animal quicker than you can blink your eyes. We all just kind of watch and wait to find out which we will be blessed with.

Sometimes, I can hardly catch my breath. He can love me and plaster on the kisses and hugs and the next minute he is throwing things at me. I often wonder how this can be. How is it that he looks so "normal" and yet behaves so different? I wish I could make sense out of his world. But I only get quick little glimpses into his world when he allows it. And that is not nearly enough.

Welcome to our life.